 ALIVE at 55!
Today I AM 55. My discovery is that turning 55 is not something to be afraid of. At this point in my life, I actually feel like a kid again. If I could do a cartwheel again, I would gladly fly through the air! My life is likely more than halfway, and yet I feel brand new again. I am reframing my life, reclaiming my passions, and rediscovering play. When I love what I am doing, I am playing, and that feels good. I am redefining my priesthood—after my discovery that I am both a priest and a priestess, the masculine sun energy integrated with the feminine cool energy. I lead. I teach. And I nurture. I heal. I help others to see the truth of their essence in God. I embrace heart-knowing and body wisdom. I bring heaven down to earth, within me, within my body, to aid in healing of myself and others, and the planet, to bring forth awareness, a higher consciousness, expansion into the Christ Consciousness. My calling to the priesthood began with an inner knowing that I am a healer. I, like many others, know the power of being healed, and the gift of sharing healing with others. I am on a journey to higher consciousness, to light and love, to fully becoming Love with no judgment, full acceptance, full allowance. My mantra words are FLOW and INTEGRATION--applying to every level of my being and my purpose. I flow with God. I flow with Spirit. I flow with my Higher Self. I flow with my Angels and Guides who help me see beyond what I can see. One of my Guides is my Spirit Bird, the Hawk. He/she shows up to let me know that there is a bigger picture, and that God is with me. The Hawk blesses me and my marriage. So today, I give thanks to God for being 55. 55 is beautiful, wise, courageous, creative, compassionate, loving, giving, and honoring. 55 is the feeling of being a kid again yet having the wisdom to not let the little things take away from the beauty of life and my beautiful spirit. 55 is the freedom to explore and be me, to live into my true essence and speak my truth. 55 is all gift. Thanks be to God! Alleluia! Amen. Aum. OM. I Am.
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I was ordained to the Priesthood eight years ago in the Episcopal Church—a church I love because we profess to be a loving community and to honor the dignity of every human being. It has been a wild ride in preparation for and since my ordination: leading worship, visiting the sick, serving our neighbors, teaching the children, opening hearts for spiritual growth, creating a beautiful labyrinth, and sharing in community in prayer, worship, meditation, and eating together. During this time, I also founded and created YogaMassâ, a unique worship experience that integrates east and west, body and breath, movement and stillness, thinking and feeling, doing and being, Holy Communion and meditation.
I felt called to the priesthood because I knew deep in my heart that I was a healer. I offer my gifts of healing every time I teach, preach, preside over Holy Eucharist, and offer blessings. Every action, every ritual, every teaching has been an opportunity to send healing into the hearts, minds, bodies, and souls of the people I have been blessed to serve. As an ordained priest, I am honored, privileged, humbled, and grateful. I am a priest. A priest is a spiritual and pastoral leader of a community of faith. The priesthood is the leadership ordained to administer the sacraments of bread and wine, body and blood, and to bring people to know the love of Jesus Christ. A priest is strong, prayerful, faithful, focused, intentional, and loving. A priest listens deeply to God and to others, offering guidance and direction for walking in faith. A priest in the church has institutional authority to administer the Sacraments of baptism, Eucharist (Mass), confirmation, reconciliation, marriage, burial, and ministry to the sick and dying. In the Eucharist, the priest holds high the chalice filled with wine and says the words of remembrance of Jesus to invoke the Holy Spirit upon the wine being offered in the sacred ritual. A priest leads others to God and walks with people in life’s ups and downs, joys and sorrows, and life events and transitions, always there to serve in the love of Christ. Truth be told, I am also a priestess (self-proclaimed.) Please let me explain. A priestess also officiates in sacred rituals, connecting with the divine and deeply honoring life and creation—the earth, the oceans, and all living creatures. A priestess understands that our bodies are made of the earth and of water, and the earth’s cycles affect us too, because we are made of earth and water. Just as God’s spirit hovered over the waters, so too does the Spirit hover over us and infuse us with life force energy. A priestess honors birthing and creativity—feminine attributes—holding space for new life to emerge. A priestess naturally honors the spiritual and mystical connections she has with her Self, creation, and the unseen forces of God’s realm. A priestess intuitively seeks energetic balance within herself and in the world around her and offers healing practices for others to heal energetic blocks in their bodies and open pathways for higher knowing and divine connection. A priestess listens to her body to discover truth and offers healing through her hands, her voice, intuition, and deep listening. A priestess makes music of the angelic realm, sometimes with her voice, or a musical instrument such as a harp, a guitar, or crystal bowls. I am a priestess because I embody my spirituality and lead others to the knowing of the divine within, passionately dedicated to love, beauty, wholeness, and flow. I wonder: why am I called into be both a priest and a priestess? I am clear that I am here to honor both the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine and to bring the Divine Feminine into a prominent and equal role for deep healing and higher consciousness to emerge in our world and in our individual bodies. The Divine Feminine is not a threat to mankind, humankind, or to the Church; she is the missing component to a healthy relationship with God, with others, with Self, and with all of creation. When the Divine Feminine is acknowledged and embraced, we will find a balance that allows us to move forward in the evolution of humanity for the highest good and potential possible. We need priests and priestesses. We need healers who honor both heaven and earth, who honor and embody both aspects of humanity—male and female—people who are committed to bringing integration, healing, wholeness, and a balance to create harmony and peace. Jesus fully embodied both the Divine Masculine and the Divine Feminine. It is good news that many are collectively awakening to the realization that both aspects of ourselves—and of how we perceive God—are needed to make us whole, complete, and fully human. Perhaps this is a redefinition of the priesthood into something totally new: the integration of masculine and feminine, fiery sun heat and cooling moon energy, fully in this body with Christ Consciousness awareness. This priesthood opens all to embrace All That We Are and All That Is. This is the path to higher awareness, higher consciousness, a new heaven and a new earth. Miraculously, the Christ light always shines brightly and lights the way forward. Namaste, Gena+  Today Christians all over the world gather in mourning at the cruel, horrific death of Jesus. While we know that the Resurrection comes, today we remember his death, his sacrifice, his humility. It is a time of reconnecting our own souls with his heart, the heart and soul of a man so perfectly human and so completely divine that he was willing to give all for the sake of Love.
Aligning my heart with Jesus today brings up questions for me. Am I willing to love at all costs? Am I willing to face my enemies with courage, conviction and compassion? Am I willing to lay down my sword, my gun—as Jesus did—so that all may live? Could my words and my actions reflect trust and hope rather than defensiveness and fear? In this age of rampant violence, heated gun control law and human rights debates, Good Friday seems a good time to reflect on what is most important. It is a choice, whether conscious or not, to live from a place of love rather than fear. Jesus clearly walked right through fear and danger with the most compassionate of stances, giving us a strong revelation of what being in full alignment with his Creator looks like. For Jesus, he knew he was safe—in an eternal sense—so much that he could love at all costs, even praying for forgiveness for those who were hurting, taunting, killing him. Living from the lower chakra energy centers where survival, security, safety and protection are of utmost importance can create a defensive posturing when one doesn’t feel safe. Living from the heart center requires deep grounding and knowing who you are—lower chakra healing—while also tapping into eternal wisdom and the knowing that ultimately all is well—third eye chakra activation. The spiritual path is a movement into healing and wholeness of these energy centers that drive our actions, thoughts, and emotions. Jesus shows us what we can endure—as loving human and spiritual beings—if we are perfectly aligned with God in all aspects of our being. Jesus shows us the Way of Life Mastery: living from the Heart center with open receptivity and wisdom. As I look for how my own speech and actions are out of alignment with pure love, I am humbled today. I am humbled at his total surrender into all that came his way, still only loving and healing others with every word, every heartbeat. Pure Love. Only Pure Love. Be still, be grateful, and breathe in the Pure Love of Jesus the Christ. Peace, Namaste, Gena+  As I reflect on MLK, Jr. Day, my heart sings
these thoughts: Every child dreams of a life fulfilled Every child dreams of being known Every child dreams of being loved Every child needs to be held Every child needs to be nourished Every child needs to belong Hearts of innocence and wonder can harden Voices telling them they don’t matter Finding themselves unseen and unheard All will find ways of expression Some creative, some destructive, some violent All hungry for connection What if every child knew love No matter skin color, country of origin, religious beliefs of their families What if every child was told they had something good to offer the world What if every child was told they could That someone who cared was watching And cheering them on What if every child was told they matter What if every child had nutritious food, clean water, access to education? What if every child in this world had a chance to believe that all things are possible? Today, look into the heart of the child near you It may be a child of two, or forty-two, or eighty-two Really look, with eyes filled with love Dreams are waiting to be birthed, to be spoken All a child wants is to be asked "What do you desire? Tell me about your dreams." And to be told that with God, all things are possible.  Do you know about the season of Advent, the time of sacred waiting in the Church? It reminds me of how young mothers and fathers await the birth of a child. They quickly become attuned to how fast the body, mind and emotions undergo changes during pregnancy. The first trimester is full of the awe and wonder of this brand-new miracle happening, and especially about the growing baby’s safety. During the first trimester (first 12 weeks), the most dramatic changes and development occur during the baby’s growth, from embryo to organ development to fetus. During the second trimester (13 to 27 weeks), the baby begins to build weight, and those cute kicking movements begin to appear, bringing much delight! The last trimester (28 weeks to birth) marks the final stage of anticipation: the fetus grows larger, gains weight, strengthens its organs, and prepares for birth. The woman’s body and emotions during these months undergo rapid changes also, as the baby receives his or her nourishment through the mother.
I still remember my own pregnancy, several decades ago. My entire pregnancy was like an extended Advent! I was fortunate that I didn’t experience “morning sickness,” and I didn’t feel any physical symptoms other than fatigue. My growing baby took all of my energy, leaving me exhausted at the end of the day! Physical birthing pains didn’t kick in until delivery day, but birthing “anticipation” settled in strongly early in my pregnancy. The feeling I remember most was more emotional and spiritual than physical: an extreme closeness to my baby, unconditional gratitude, and a deep awareness of the presence of God. I imagine Mother Mary, in experiencing her own miraculous pregnancy, also felt a deep, abiding sense of God’s presence. What was growing inside of her was none other than a miracle, the Christ, and her body was the home, the temple, for this amazing new baby growing in her body. Our bodies are like hers, too, in a way. Our bodies are the homes for the spirit within us that was birthed on our actual birth day. Our bodies are the temples for the spirit inside of us that longs for union with God (“yoga” in Sanskrit.) The miraculous birth of Christ that we celebrate on Christmas Day is a celebration of the greatest magnitude, the greatest gift of God’s presence among us. As our hearts long for communion with divine presence, it serves us well to remember that God is birthing something new within us too—perhaps a deeper connection to Spirit, or a renewed heart filled with wonder and awe, and maybe even a heart that is willing to keep trying, to keep connecting with others because our hearts want human connection at their deepest level. At the deepest level, the true essence within us is waiting to be birthed, to be discovered, to be awakened to. Just as for Mary, this Advent time in the Church is set apart for us to attend to the growth happening within us as we wait for the coming of the Christ child. It is a wonderful, inspiring and miraculous time. To tap into this beautiful, sacred rhythm and discover what God is doing within you, you can be intentional in these ways:
The miracle of the sacred birth is the Christmas gift that satisfies our hearts. The gift is within us and around us, now—we simply have to awaken to it. This is the season to join with Mary and celebrate the miracle of giving birth to the discovery of our true essence, with the Christ child leading the way. Peace, namaste, Gena+ The Reverend Gena Davis Episcopal priest, yoga educator, author, spiritual director, founder of YogaMass® GenaDavis.org All of the major religions place importance on compassion. Compassion means “to suffer with” another. The stronger and healthier I get, the more capacity I have to be compassionate with others. Today, I am feeling the need to be compassionate with myself, to give myself time to feel and embrace the chaos inside of me. My feelings are borne out of the collective state we are all in, but the inner chaos arises from my own reactions. I know in my head that I cannot control what others do that lead to divisiveness and devaluation of integrity and respect for others. The lack of ethics in our country permeates the news, the entertainment industry, the White House, and ultimately our souls. I also know that I cannot personally stop the senseless violence that continues in our country, with yet another mass shooting unleashed on innocent people, this time in a small, rural town in central Texas.
My heart wants to cry out for justice, and yet my voice struggles to find a way to be heard. In Scripture, Jesus invites us into a relationship with him and with God so that “our joy may be complete”—yes, that is what we seek but getting there is the difficult journey. Here’s what we can do:
Today, for me, it is easier said than done. Today, I begin again, like every day. Reconnecting with the divine in my body, my breath, and in the silence of my heart gives me strength and purpose to walk alongside others, trusting that together our voices will indeed make a difference for healing, one heart and body at a time. Peace, namaste, Gena+ The Reverend Gena Davis Episcopal priest, yoga educator, author, spiritual director, founder of YogaMass® As I return from a healing retreat in Santa Fe, New Mexico, led by the gifted team of the Institute for Spirituality and Health, unexpected blow has come to us once again, this one in bursts of rapid fire and penetrating sounds that bring us to the deepest pain within as we cringe physically, emotionally, and spiritually. It feels forceful and heavy in my body, and I close in to protect my heart from experiencing more pain. The reality is that none of us can escape this deep tragedy, a collective pain that wounds us both individually and as a whole. When we experience this kind of pain—senseless and alarming—and we experience it deeply within our bodies, it is like an alarm going off telling us that we cannot ignore this, we must pay attention. What has happened to the victims in Las Vegas and their loved ones has happened to us. Our spirits know intuitively that we are called forth to pray, contemplate, meditate, and act. We may not yet know what we can do, but as we process this together, and listen deep within, we will know. Answers will come. And each of us will play our own different and unique role, bringing voices of justice, healing, meaning making, and hope. Feeling paralyzed is part of the experience of the initial shock of it all, but this will eventually pass, and we will be guided to become a part of the solution, however that will unfold.
In the meantime, feel. Embrace what your heart says, because your heart teaches you. Your heart knows the way forward. At your October 21 YogaMass, we will set our intention for healing within ourselves, and for the collective, offering up prayers for the lives lost, that their souls be at rest in the realm of divine peace. The world needs our prayers and intention for the greatest and highest good. We will continue to strive to be the light and love of a people who profess Christ and know that love always wins. May the peace of Christ light your way, namaste, Gena+ The Reverend Gena Davis Episcopal priest, yoga educator, author, spiritual director, founder of YogaMass® As Houstonians and all those living along the Texas and Louisiana Gulf Coast face the daunting task of rebuilding after Hurricane Harvey, we watch in dread as Hurricane Irma is bearing down on the Caribbean with Florida in view. Our natural tendency is to move into automatic pilot, doing what needs to be done: ripping and tearing out walls, taking food and clothes to a neighbor or a local shelter, checking on family and friends to be sure they have what they need, and volunteering in whatever way is needed at the moment.
Our very survival of our species has depended on our ability to inherently fight or flight. This is the engagement of our sympathetic nervous system. When danger is near, it provides the body with a burst of energy to respond. We know what to do, and we do it. Thank God for that innate sense that guides us to safety and to supporting each other through the danger. We are very complex beings, comprised of physical, emotional, social, and spiritual aspects of our whole selves—integrated mind, body, soul and spirit. Once the physical is taken care of, and we feel safe, we may turn our attention to our emotional and spiritual state. This is a healthy response. When we don’t, and we deny or suppress what we are feeling, our bodies are forced to contain what we refuse (even if subconsciously) to admit or address. When we recognize that we are integrated beings, we can allow ourselves to face what we are feeling and to allow those emotions to arise and flow out so that they aren’t harbored in the body to manifest dis-ease. After such an event as Harvey, one of our very important tasks beyond physical safety is to address our emotional state and move toward well-being. It is then that we can fully embrace the meaning of this event in our lives, our renewed purpose, and the important questions, “What next?” and “Where is God in all this?” I admit I am experiencing a slight recurrence of Post-Traumatic Stress Disorder (PTSD) myself tied to previous chapters in my life, as are many. PTSD is a condition that is caused after experiencing a shocking, scary, or dangerous event like Harvey. It is natural to feel afraid after such an event, and some are able more easily to shake it off and move on. Often the feelings of fear continue and may surface long after the event has passed. A sudden memory or jolt brings it all back in a flash. It is natural to be afraid that it could happen again, even though it likely won’t. Working through these emotions is the healthiest response we can give ourselves in an effort to move forward with a positive outlook on the future. During the storm and in the aftermath, we all prayed. We prayed for safety, mercy, and comfort for the victims. We gave thanks to God for rescuing us in the dark hour. We prayed and received comfort in knowing we are not alone. We have made it through the initial shock that this could happen to us. Now we begin the emotional and spiritual healing process, moving through the stages of grief together. Our September 23 YogaMass will focus on lifting us up toward wholeness and healing through the grief process, giving renewed strength for the journey ahead. Yoga movements will open us and help us release tightly-held emotions. Intentional breathing will help ground us to know we are indeed safe. Meditation will help us find peace within. Holy Communion will re-unite us to our God in Christ who is “our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble” (Psalm 46:1). The YogaMass team hopes you will join us as we come together in faith with wholeness and healing in mind, location to be announced. Until then, take good care. As one friend told me when I asked what I could do when his home was flooded, help a neighbor. Yes, that is what we do. We are strengthened to do our good work by getting grounded in the light of Christ within, and then sharing it with our neighbors in need. May the peace of Christ light your way, namaste, Gena+ The Reverend Gena Davis Episcopal priest, yoga educator, author, spiritual director, founder of YogaMass® When life brings new and welcome beginnings, such as new babies and grandbabies, our children’s engagements and weddings, and new creative endeavors, a sense of aliveness animates the soul. Sometimes it’s a new phase in life that begs a new beginning after a difficult ending. Sometimes it’s a new endeavor that you have worked tirelessly and passionately to complete. Whenever God opens up the heart to the something “new,” life seems to take on a new depth and renewed energy.
This energy is felt in multiple ways. In the mind, the energy forms ideas and brings clarity. Sometimes the mind “races” with a plethora of creative thoughts. The body takes on this new energy—the heart pulses with excitement, the body feels active, stronger, and full of vitality. You want to dance, walk, run, exercise! The soul wants to join in the excitement and the heart feels renewed joy! The spirit rejoices in God’s grace. The body-mind-soul-spirit connection is so closely integrated that the feeling of being alive is felt in every aspect of your being! These moments of new energy and creative bursts are moments when we are co-creating with God. When God speaks, “Behold, I am doing a new thing,” (Isaiah 43:19, ESV), we benefit when we remember that God does new things WITH us and THROUGH us. We are part of the divine unfolding. We are vessels for God’s new creation to shine forth. The greatest joy is when we discover that our dreams and passions are God working through us for the greater good. As the new thing God is doing is springing forth, the blessing is to perceive it, to see it, to receive it, to accept it. May your life, your whole being—body, mind, soul and spirit—embody the work of God. This is the gift of being alive. Give thanks! many blessings, |
Gena Davis
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